Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Bored

Just one of them days..... those boring funky days where nothing seems fun and I cant seem to concentrate on anything for more than 20 minutes. I hate these days... so unproductive. So basically Im sitting here watching 90210 and wishing I actually had something to do tonight (besides going to work for a meeting at 10pm) If I can just force myself to wheel my chair over to my art table... maybe I could get SOMETHING (anything) done. I hate being void of inspiration.
Here's some funky funky from the other day. I seriously love this Janis Joplin quote so I made this layout as a reminder to myself. I need to make sure that I am making myself happy while Im worrying about everyone else. I keep giving up things I want... either thinking they are out of reach or just not working for my life right now. That is about to stop. I seriously need to go back to school (I have one maybe 2 years left) I am so sick of my job and people assuming that I am less than I am because of my job. I want to have babies soon. Im sick of not trying because Im too worried about having to take another job and making less money (cant really do my job too pregnant) Im ready for change. I just dont know how to start it.

2 comments:

Silvitanova said...

Yeah, I think I know what you feel. I worked 2 years as a salesgirl in a clothes store. I went back to school, I wish that I've realised that that was ok earlier....but then I would have missed a lot of fun to...;-) Good luck, don't worry !!

lauren said...

oooooooooh--well, school &/or babies will definitely solve the boredom problem!! :) and on the plus side school one could be *started* in smaller steps... (like taking ONE class while still working)...tho the first step of the BABY project is admittedly more *fun*!!! good luck, girlie!